I just wna hold you close and not let go

I have the best boyf in the world.

Superrr guilty to let him take my nonsense every time. Oh boy, this is all part of the plan, isn't it? What am I gna do without you now?

(:

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Uni, really?

You know what? I am still having doubts with uni stuff.

Tmr is the msa audit role play against Michel's group. And with my current condition, I am so afraid I might mess things up. I am so weirdly sick that sometimes, my brain/body just shuts off by itself. Many a times when I was about to collapse, hon hold me close to make sure I don't fall. I feel really blessed to have him, esp since this is the first time I really feel that there is a communication in a relationship. Perhaps it's because he is not only my boyf but a best friend too. I guess we are so used to talking about anything and everything, it goes the same way in our relationship too. It's a little different but I like where this is going, where there is no need to hide anything from each other. Blessed, really.

About uni, I guess imma just try and apply for everything. If I can't, I'll try for private uni (probably SIM) but grades and money will probably be an issue. Am thinking now if I shd wait and work really hard while planning what to do next. I might for once, consider studying overseas. Idk where exactly, but it might be a financially-friendlier choice if I get to Australia and stay with my aunt there. But you know, it's not very nice to invade people's house, esp since she has a family (boyf) on her own there and we are not exact veryyy close.

Man, idk. Am thinking if I shd wait and see if anyone I know gna get into the same uni then rent an apartment tgt. Maybe I shd discuss with hon, huh? Anw if that's the case, I don't mind waiting for a couple of years since I'll need to work and get money. I wna try to pay most fees on my own cause it has been taxing on mum to pay for sis's uni fees and my poly fees, I don't wna watch her work so hard over us again.

Right, shd I eat my med now? Am gna wake up in 3.5 hrs, drowsy med don't really sound friendly for that point but I've been coughing ever since I've woke up. Oh well. :/

PS: Need to get 95$ from raywong. I think the part about owing money during CNY only apply to chinese right? So I probably won't need to rush Syida for my 55$. :D

Raywong raywong, my money pleaseeee.

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Blessed loveee

I really wna run to you and give you a big hug nowwww! ♡

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Sick like a puppy

Am really sick after Saturday night, so I am officially banned from alcoholic drinks by hon from now till I am all healed. :/

*Blessed with a boyf who's there for me when I am sick. Awesome boy, I know. (:

Well, it turn out that my cough and flu is worst than I thought. Can't believe I messed up the mock interview which I am confident of. Should have stayed at home today, really. The med made my brain fall asleep most of the time today. Cldn't think, cldn't talk, cldn't response. Bet I was looking like an idiot the whole time.

Right, shall finish up the cover page and turn in early tonight. Am glad the kids like the website. (:

Note to self: Imma stay firm and not cut my hair this time. It's a little messy but still fab! 28$ for a trim is totally not worth it!

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Fab day out

*strangely, the guy in the picture looks kinda like Clement Leong to me. Hahaha

Yesterday was a day spent with all the awesome people! Attended NTU talk w Robin, Darren and Sarah. Coincidentally met Eugene the crazy bird and Naziff there too! Surprise surprise! I am hoping to get my ass into NTU Civil/Structural Engineering or SUTD. My grades aren't that fab, so yeah, not gna place my hopes too high either.

Went for meeting at rws soon after that to talk about the new system and pay cut. Oh well, it isn't thattttt bad considering that I managed to meet up with some of the fabulous people ytd too. Left there to attend CM Chan's BBQ with the rest before going Crazy Elephant to find Adrina and Morgan at work. Drank a little, nua a little. Got so tired, I slept superrrrrr tak glam-y in front of Robin and Jy during bus ride home. Thank goodness, I didn't drool. Hehehe.

Feeling extremely blessed lately. Perhaps its because of the awesome company and a fab boyf. Soft-hearted hon gave in to me after my pleads even though I am not allowed to drink under doctor's instructions. Well, I am going to be good from now and stop/reduce the amount of alcohol intake cause I wna get well real quick so he can stop nagging worrying! Hahaha. Let's all get well in time to eat all the CNY goodies too!

Awesome, awesome!

Things to do today:
- complete cover letter/resume
- photocopy cert
- finish up website
- eat my med on time
- attempt to clear my desk

//ps:  Just recalled La Senza Lucky 8 event ends today. Omgggggg, I was at hbf ytd and I totally forgotten about it! ):

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I want thissssssss

Credit: thisblogrules.com

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IMY

I want you so badlyyy now, arghhh. ):

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Tease/Kiss

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At the strike of midnight

Am feeling so guilty nowwww cause apparently, I fell asleep while waiting for my laptop to un-hang itself. After 2 hours of waiting (nap), I finally woke up to multiple whatsapp, msn and texts. And the comp remained hanged! Arghhh!

Sorry, hon! I didn't do it on purpose! Useless me, really feel like slapping myself nowww. ))))):

Really really need to get my macbook pro soon, arghh. *slap slap slap

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La Senza Salessss

As most of you know, I'll probably have no problem getting all 8 items by myself. Hahaha. But I wna open up the offer to my girlfsssssss. If you wna get anything tgt, let me know kkay! We can get it tgt at 50% off original price leh! Love lingerie and salesssssssss! Hehe.

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17th J

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAHHH! 20 yr old alr! So old, so old! Heh!

Dear me wore the awesomely cute formal suit for CCOM which Ms J cancelled last minute. It has been postponed to tmr. Oh well, at least I look cute now.

So tired, seriously so tired. I only had 2, 3hrs of sleep last night. Goodnessss, I wna die alr. Can't wait school to end.

Nap at hon's house perhaps?

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Hon

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Loveee

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15/1; First Post of 2011

We gain some, we lose some.

This blog has missed out on Christmas Eve, Christmas, New Year's Eve, New Year. Dear people, please get a twitter if you wna know what happened during those period. The number of pictures I have to upload really turns me off but I really wna put up some important ones like... Cliques, cliques, and more cliques pictures. I've been spending almost every occasion with these lovely people and I am glad I have them.

PS: Please don't wait for me to upload the pictures cause idk when I'll ever do that here. Do check my cliques fb if you wna see them.

The most important two will probably be my bitches, Sarah and Robin. Things will probably turn out different without these two. I'll probably lose my way back, waiting for a man who never came back. I am grateful for God who gave them to me. Our chemistry is amazing. The feeling of being able to be true in front of them and confess/face up my darkest secrets is pure surreal.

Should anything happen, I just want you two to know I am glad to have both of you. So much love, laughter and weird gossips. And drinking with Robin and Calvin has been pure love too. Now there is no need to worry should I take a sip too many cause I know I am safe in their hands. (:

Sounds as though I am preparing to die or something but oh well, I really love these people.

My scandal is nearby, shall go & meet him in awhile!

Ciaos! ^^

**People with youtube acc, please go take a look at my boys and vote for them. They are so cute cause I never knew they can dance, seriously.

****Blogger should really come up with an app for iPhone so I can blog on the go. (:

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